Seventeenth

So today, I just feel really meaningless.

It probably has to do with the fact that I'm on my period. And that it's the only feeling I can actually pin down at the moment, while others of all sorts simply riot around in me, around me. It probably has to do with the fact that I'm feeling a little lonely, and I just realized how much I've lost in relationships that used to mean more to me than anything. I'm sure it's partly because I've become so disillusioned lately. I'm sure being so busy and so tired has a hand in it, and I feel like I can't stop long enough be of any use right now. To anyone. Myself included of course. So I feel really meaningless.

And it's kind of a bummer.